Here’s an old blog draft I found that I didn’t have the courage to post at the time that I wrote it. I keep pondering it. Maybe it will give you something to think about. It was a moment that I was pretty down on myself. I’m better, at the moment. It’s just one of those moods that comes upon us sometimes. I think we all get down on ourselves, I guess that’s why I had thought about blogging it.
It’s Sabbath. I am here listening to absolutely beautiful piano music, reading a blog about being “re-churched” and there is so much to think about. So many questions have been presented to me. What is my faith? What do I believe and why? But it’s not really that. I ask myself this all the time. I never really have an answer. What if you believed what God says about you, that you are worth dying for? Why isn’t it ok for us not to be perfect?